February 16

I didn’t really write anything yesterday, since I was with you a good part of the day. I usually write these first thing in the morning, and since I was with you… I didn’t have a chance to do it then.

Obviously– you called me on V-Day and got me to come get drinks with you. Obviously– I would never say no to that. I had a lot of fun. It was almost surreal seeing you and I could’ve sworn I was dreaming for 90% of the night. I asked you why you invited me out and it was kind of a strange answer. And then we obviously didn’t text/snap a single bit after I left.

I kind of feel shitty but who cares. I’m aware of what you needed from me on the 14th and although it wasn’t being your Valentine or like celebrating love, I don’t regret that I was there when you asked me to be.I think seeing you made me miss you more and coincidentally made me feel way further from you than before. Otherwise– I see you living your best life and I hope you continue to do so and find happiness there, where you couldn't get it here.