March 15

Not sure if you’d remember but you got super pissed at me on FaceTime last night. I know you were drunk so I was trying to be really understanding. You would slur a whole sentence and I’d be completely lost and then you’d like call me bro or say you don’t have time for this s***. I ended up crying about it because I was being soft. I don’t think you meant everything you said and I was just taking you too serious with how drunk you were. I’m not still upset about it, because I know how messed up you were. I’m just more focused on the Bar Crawl today and seeing you.

Anyway, today was my buzzcut anniversary LOL.

But tomorrow, March 16 Is actually a year from when you were at the St. Patty’s Bar Crawl and I came to Charlotte JUST to catch you. This was the first time I saw you after you cut ties with me after the slopes to figure some other stuff out with whoever. I remember driving your car while you drove Ana’s to her house and then staying there.

I was low-key pressed to see you though (obviously I came out just to try and see you), but I don’t think I would’ve buzzed my hair off if I knew I would see you because it did look a bit silly.

This year I’m going to the Bar Crawl WITH you. I’ve never been to this one so I’m pretty excited. I just really want to see you and have a good time and have some good drinks. See you soon, Audrey.