March 22

I’m sorry for texting you yesterday. I really didn’t mean to. I was just rereading your last message on my computer at some point, but texting my dad on my phone and just tried responding way too fast to him for my own good I was zoned out. I’m sorry.

I know I still haven’t given any real response to your text. And I don’t even know if I should. But you don’t have to be sorry for anything. I’m very regretful that as your EX, I still feel like I’m dictating who you can entertain, who you can contact, what you can and can’t do. And I knew I’d get hurt– I told you in that one night that I knew it would hurt yet I, ME, still chose to be around you because I couldn’t let you go. You don’t need to apologize. This is my fault.

Besides that, I hope you had a good break from work last weekend and at the begining of this week like you were telling me about. And then hope work was great throughout the week. I pray about you often and obviously think about you 24/7.

I love you.