March 21

I want to text you. I feel bad I just left you on read the other day. But you were loud and clear. I know what you want. And what you want has nothing concerning me beside me staying far away. I haven’t always been able to give you what you want/need– but right now, I know what you want and need and have every capability and intention to give you that. You can’t heal, figure out your stuff and respect yourself as long as I’m lingering and holding you back, still trying to control things and stunt your growth.

It pains me but why wouldn’t it? Removing you from my life for these months has left it empty and depressing but I know why it has to be this way.

I love you.